I Wonder If He Knows...

* I wonder if he knows what I'm feeling...

I think I forgot what it felt like to not have to worry about trying SO hard FOR someone - and instead just be. I think I forgot what it felt like to enjoy walking the journey together with another because I was always running out of breath trying to go the EXTRA mile and I always ended up at the end by myself.

* I wonder if he knows that I hope he stays around...

I know I'm good at pushing people away at the drop of a dime. I know it's easy for me to become "uninterested" sometimes and just move on to someone else because the person isn't WHO I want them to be...but not now, not this time.

* I wonder if he knows that he makes me smile...

I laugh all the time when something is funny - I smile when something touches me. He touches me... He gives the BEST hugs...I feel safe, secure, wanted - even NEEDED when his arms are around me. He looks at me and I can see that he doesn't want to be anywhere else but by my side. *pauses to smile*


I wonder if he knows that he's changed my outlook...that I no longer view him as I did in times past. I wonder if he knows that he's changed my mind...that I no longer think of him as just an option - but more along the lines of a priority. I wonder if he knows...


Beyond The Smiles: The Confessions of A Star,
SkylerNicole